May 13, Entry 44 (LAST ENTRY!!!)

Topic: This week's rainy weather :/

So this rainy weather this last week is starting to annoy me. Isn't April supposed to be the rainy month? I'm sick of it because I have to walk to school and by the time I get here my shoes are soaked. Since my shoes are soaked I get cold, well I'm always cold but colder than normal, and if I'm cold it makes me grumpy. Another thing is all of this rain is started to make everything cold and muddy and wet.

I think May should be a warm, happy month. Well not this may. So far all it's really done is rain, rain, and rain some more. I'm ready for summer, not the world to flood. Even if it was cloudy and warm I'd be satisfied, but all this rain gets depressing. That's probably why this week has gone by so slow, because of all the rain. I'm ready for tanning, swimming, and hanging out with friends (outside), I can't do any of this right now because of the rain! It seriously better stop raining soon, because I'm 2 seconds away from going insane from all of this rain! I'm ready for shirts and tank-tops.

May 11, Entry 43

Topic: Last month of school!

So, I can't believe that the 2009-2010 school year is almost over! I'm kind of bummed because this was my first year of high school and now it's almost over. That probably means the rest of high school will fly by.

On the plus side I am looking forward to summer. I'm not sure what I'll spend most of my time doing, but I have a feeling that it will consist a lot of swimming, tanning, and hanging out with friends. It should be interesting to see how much I'll be able to hang out with Alison, because she has softball, which will probably take up a lot of her time and we have drivers ed.

I'm mostly excited to be able to sleep in more, except on the mornings I have drivers ed classes. But thats better than just weekend like it is now. :)

May 6, Entry 42

Topic: Being sick all the time....

I think I should write about this topic, because being sick clearly takes up most of my life.

In 6th grade I got mono. That's when this all started. It's not fun, and to be honest, it sucks. When I had mono, I also had a sinus infection and strep-throat(?). Ever since then my life has been awful.

Since then, I catch every little sickness. Plus I get it 10 times worse than everyone else. Plus, since August I've lost over 10 pounds. I've had tests beyond tests, but they haven't found anything, until now.

I had blood taken a little over a week ago, and they got the results in on monday. They called my mom and said that they couldn't discuss it over the phone, and that I had to come in. I'm supposed to go in today, but I'm kind of freaking out. I'm so scared that they're going to find something super wrong like leukemia or something bad like that. My mom says I'm just paranoid, but there has to be some explanation for why I'm always sick, right?

Hopefully I am just paranoid, and nothings wrong.